it's the first of august! and it's my dad's birthday!!! =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA!

although i don't say it ( in fact i only said it once, since the adam khoo thingie) but i love you so much. haha! i just don't dare to say it. and vice versa. but i know actions speak louder then words and you've shown your love for us all in various ways! =D and i know you won't see this. haha.

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i had FOUR CUPS OF BLACK COFFEE ON SUNDAY. all in an hour. omg, and i felt groggy, and my heartbeat increased rapidly. like i'm on the verge of death. i did feel jumpy, and nauseated. why four cups? well, because my sister and i went to coffee bean for breakfast, i paid a dollar because i felt that i could do with some coffee. and when she told me that a cup usually cost 3 bucks, but since it's before 11am, it's FREEflow. and being the thrifty/ yao-gui/ giam-siap/ want-more-pay-less person that i am. i decied to have a new cup in every ten minutes. so by eleven, i would have downed four cups or more. and i did have four cups. (but technically, i shared it with my sister, so it should be two cups per person. two cups of VERY POTENT coffee.) and i went to cell and service all groggy and nauseated. oh-no.

i learn now, that sometimes making your money worth, doesn't apply to somethings.

gave tab her bible! she's very happy, or so she claims. nevermind i BELIEVE that she's really happy, and she ought to be cause i took a month to save enough cash. haha.

oh, btw! juliana and i went to have our dresses tailored. =) and my mums friend was telling me how MY MUMS' figure was so nice! and that people then, wear jeans waist-high. which explains why they have slender figures. well haha, you want a nice figure? be traditional! don on a waist-high jean(s).

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CTI (carpenters tools international) they're a christian band from a church that offers summer services? lol, or rather outreach. and they went to our school to play songs for sec3 students. and us being sec5s and curious, went to join in the fun! i went home and checked out their site. and they do really cool things!! like, intense musical training for two weeks! and then a month long trip OVERSEAS. waw.

CLICKHERETOSEEIT!

Jealousy brings about a bitter and mean feeling. moreover it's the root of ALL evil. but why can't i stop being jealous? ugh. is being the best in anything/everything that important? in this world, i'm afraid so. and unfortunately i can't be the best. because i see people better then i am, and yes sadly, i'm jealous. =(

cell group on sunday was fun! we played games of polar bear, game after game. and denise came back. =) mighty great to see her after a long long while. but i think we played too much? and didn't do what we were suppose to do. oops.

i'm feeling so emo(tional) now. don't talk to me. gahh. i wish with all my heart to kick that feeling out. gah.

oh, intending to bake some cookies on thursday cause it's a holiday. going for festival of praise on saturday. i CANNOT wait. =D

emo.emo.emo.

it's funny how i can feel so happy, a surge in my emotions just a minute ago, and now everything seems to spiral downwards. blame melancholic songs.

why am i not the best! what am i do on earth. i am created. for?


everything in a nutshell:

• wanted to put up some pictures. but i'll prolly do it later/next time.
• and my tailored dress haha! i am to keep mum about it. and i hope it'll be as nice as i think it'll be.
• had 5 curry puffs today. i think i'm going to stay away from coffee and curry puffs for a long while.
• i think i'll dye and rebond my hair after the o's.
• and i'll try on contacts before graduation.
• post up photos soon.
• my dogs are bald now, many people think that they look like rats! gah! but i still love them all the same!
• i'm DYING to bake some cookies.

tata all. thursday is a holiday, the words CAN'T WAIT is written all over my face.

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along

my template's nice! although it's clicky.